Wednesday, October 15, 2008
heyy people(: im blogging again haha oh well but life is now not so 'haha' for me..
sigh first of all i would like to say..i'm sorry..to my family as without them life would not be half as fun as it is even though we had better times before now..im such a total screw up seriously sighh..im really thinking about letting my bro who has been improving so much bowl in my place instead of me who has been bowling like a total shit head..i seriously think that he deserves it more then me as he worked hard going up while i worked hard going down..sighh..guess you will find out if that happens real soon..anyways..again im sorry i have been an idiot recently regardless of my reason why because its just my excuse for being an idiot so yea..i'm really sorry brothers and sisters):
my attitude is affecting everyone..even the most important person..my bay..sigh im so so sorry..but as you like to say..action speaks louder then words..so..as you have seen i have improved since last time i would make another step again soon..you have no idea how i feel right now..sighh..i'll pick up okay bay..i'll step up and all..and hopefully be that perfect person that you always wanted..ily<3
everything has been going wrong for me..disappointment is all i give..i need to change that..i have to be more forgiving..more flexible..think then do not do then think..if not others around me will be hurt and thats what i dont want..sighh..i guess the only source of help i can get is from within..no where else..all i have to do is be strong and things would get better..confirm...thanks to those who have been there and try to pick me up..you guys are the bestest(:
♥ screams in an empty room
Saturday, September 6, 2008
helloo(: im like blogging omg haha oh well anyways..highlights of the past don't know how many days..
KENNA PLAY DDR WITH DAN...OH MY TIAN LA TOTAL SUCK HAHA..i was like TMD PUI all the way haha heng there was like only a few people at the arcade at that time haha PUI!!
OHHH got a new bitch called....CHASE!!!!(: omg she's damm power la hahaha frikking cute..she's like white and pink(: uberr!!(:
best best best omg on thursday after fucking up my league..was on the way to drink before going home then like this moded up jazz was in front of us..then i was like eh play ah..hahaha babe was like dont want la..next thing i knew she cut 2 lanes left and burn the guy hahahaha then we kenna caught at the next traffic light so he came up next to us..then green light GOOOO hahaha wack like nearly 160 hahaha cut left right left right hahaha damm fun omg then in the end lost cause of traffic in our lane then cannot cut then babe scared cause she didnt know how fast she was going then when she saw like 160 then waaaa slow down hahaha oh welll..frikking good play hahaha(: after we went to blooie's to drink..lol order a jug of stella atois then after drink a glass then she was like wanna try this drink i came up with called volcano?haha i was like okay lor haha so we order 2 shots of sambuca..one shot poured into a saucer then the other shooter standing in the centre of the saucer..first was to light up the sambuca in the saucer then the shooter..use a tall glass to cover it to put the flame out..drink the sambuca in the saucer with a straw which was damm hardcore..then drink from the shooter..then smoke the vapours caught from the inverted tall glass..hahahaha fucking crazy hahaha then after that i was like okay what..haha the reply i got was the best..wait 5-10mins..hahaha true enough i was like oh shit hahaha seh ah hahaha oh well haha i still wanna try waterfall and flaming lamborghini(:
damm cool is during training just now we started pasting PAP stickers then we were like spamming and shit i came out with the disco PAP hahahaha frikking cool colour combi and roysten was like eh next training i get all the PAP for the whole team you go paste hahahaha diaoo hahaha powerr(:
sian cannot think of anything else to post liao hahaha so i think till next time(:
nini(: <3
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Friday, August 29, 2008
GRRAAAHHHHHHH i need to work on my bowling omg): sparing sparing sparing knncbd must pick up like 3x more and and and physical game..shit la no balance at the finish how to go anywhere sial sighh..now COE AA after grading..neh neh see how lor see who is the coach then decide if i wanna continue cause not worth skipping RP training when COE is not any better..sighh chuii ahhh:/
GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR THE ROLL-OFF!!!!(: I WON'T PANG CHANCE ONE(:
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
helloooo hahah rahhh im backk haha(: SO..how have i been?haha honestly not say very good nor bad haha cause of like the things happening recently.
the most recent fun things was like i got drunk lol frikking fun at bowling/danica's birthday chalet at the flame of the forest terrace 6 aloha loyang.FUCKING POWER OMG hahaha first day we already go some people wasted from playing wii bowling drinking style haha seriously if i didnt bring the speakers and wii they will be like so screwed la hahah cause the wii was like the main thing there hahaha.then we had training on the second day cause it was a tuesday haha i had a trolley to push my bag from aloha to ehub! cause earlier in the morning me and dan went shopping for the bbq stuff and we didnt have a car so we push the trolley back to the chalet hahaha funny shit.anyways after training then the party started hahaha all i ate was a hotdog and i stole it somemore haha then the rest was like beer,vodka bla bla bla haha by 11 people are like beyond gone already haha damm funny JONATHAN LIM WAS THE FRIKKING IDIOT hahaa better not say so much haha.like all was wasted except me shawn and a few haha.i was like gone to but still stable no like the others hahaha so i had to take care of a few too like shawn.we were like eh later we eat and drink together la cause he was the chief so too busy to eat then later take care of people so cannot eat and drink soo i decided to accompany him hahaha didnt even eat or drink with him at all cause by like 3 or 4 all were sleeping liao then we were both too tired to find food so he went to sleep without realising then i went to play blackjack with a beer and winning a dollar from nothing haha then walk walk and all then next thing i know it was nearing checkout time liao haha so had to clean up hahaha..that was one party i will never forget haha YOU GUYS ALL ROCK MAN!!!(:
another drinking chiong time was like may si's party where only me dan pam and lydia got wasted hahaha overr.....yes wii bowling drinking style hahaha fucking fun..like wasted like then decided to play wii boxing lol lydia was the funny shit hahaha..then wii baseball hahaha cannot swing and hit the ball for nuts hahaha oh well hahaha that was quite a fun incident too hahaha
piang eh holidays finishing like ta ma de PUII hahaha so fast sial): hope the new classmates are up to it:/ if not it will make studying that little bit more sian:/
sighh as for bowling sighh dont even wanna talk about it man..it is soooo bloody bad now omg la like everytime i bowl i wonder why can't i just do something like THAT not what i'm doing..sighh...its all about mental now i guess..and my physical which is why im only in AA COE..sighh jia lat la..i let so many people down..sighh..hope i dont let RP bowling down):
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
back due to popular demand..(drum roll)..ME-.- lol
OKAY SINCE YOU PEOPLE LIKE TO ASK ME TO UPDATE SO MUCH,I'M TAKING ORDERS FOR BOWLING BALLS AND EQUIPMENT(TAPE,SKIN PATCH ETC) SO YEA LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT ANYTHING ASAP YEA(:
phew I MADE IT INTO THE POL-ITE TEAM BABY((((:: sebei heng ah anyways congrads to the other bros and sis that made it too and JIA YOU to the others that didnt make it(:
school's being a drag now man sighh gotta buck up like hell if not im so screwed luh grrrahhh must chiong sua liao(:
now a days wa...sebei chui..think its the lack of sleep ba..hopefully..easier to remedy..and my back and knees are like messed up luhh): at the top of my back at the blades there,the right side is like more tensed and bigger then my left..what the hell is with that sia shitt..both knees are like so gone la fag walking up stairs is a frikking chore la kannasai): how sia like that 17 nia here pain there pain...sebei chui..hopefully i can find some rest and let the injuries recover:/
sighhh problems everywhere): hope things would get better ba:/ take care people(:
♥ screams in an empty room
